Sabtu, 11 Juli 2009

Upz...Ada yang kirimin puisi.....

Puisi ini from someone yang ga' sengaja udah gw sakitin hatinya,maafkan aku ya....


Aku tak pernah sekalipun berpikir tuk melupakanmu…

Tapi mengapa kau terus pergi dan menjauh…

Menjauh dan terus menjauh...

Seakan kau ingin melupakanku...

Tapi mengapa... juga karena apa??

Kini seakan aku tak lagi mengenal dirimu...

Tak ada lagi tawa ikhlas yang dulu selalu mengiringi langkahmu...

Tak ada lagi Kasih yang dulu aku kenal.....

Kau tak akan mengerti bagaimana kesepianku menghadapi kemerdekaan tanpa cinta....

Kau tak akan mengerti segala lukaku karena cinta telah sembunyikan pisaunya...

Membayangkan wajahmu adala siksa...

Kesepian adalah ketakutan dalam kelumpuhan...

Engkau telah menjadi racun bagi darahku...



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Sabtu, 20 Juni 2009

Akhirnya bisa Liburrrr kerja..!!! Tapi UAS dan TA menantiiiiii.............

Yipeeee.....!!!! akhirnya setelah sekian lama merasakan penderitaan, siksaan, omelan yang tak berkesudahan(upz..terlalu lebay, :) ) gw bisa ngerasain juga bebas dari aktifitas jadi guru les selama 1 minggu.... huft... 1 minggu tanpa murid2 rese, 1 minggu yang berharga banget buat gw, ngga bakal gw sia-siakan. Yupz... it's time to be rileks, Feeling free.....

Yah... Walaupun UAS dan TA telah menanti, buat kepala yang tadinya enteng jadi serasa ketiban buah kelapa,huks..huks... Ehm mau ngga mau harus gw hadapi, kalau ngga bisa jadi mahasiswi abadi deh,Hwa........ngga mau beud. UAS sih masih bisa di bilang sepele ( ya iyalah kan ada temen yang baik hati mau kasih contekan, hohoho...) Tapi kalau udah masalah TA, nyerah deh... gilaaaaa deadline 3 minggu lagi tapi Tugas Akhir gw masih terperangkap dalam ketidakpastian.... Program masih belum beres, nyangkut di Laporan... Paper juga babak belur, Nabrak di Flowchart... Bimbingan boro-boro masih di angan-angan, :(


Hiaatttttzzz.... 1 minggu libur kerja gw harus bisa manfaatin waktu sebaik mungkin, mudah-mudahan ngga ada penggangu2 rese yang buat otak makin tambah berat ( kalau berat karena ilmu sih gpp tapi berat karena stres bisa runyam deh ). Hal yang harus gw lakuin :
1. Jauhin masalah, kalaupun ada masalah usahain langsung diselesein.
2. buat target fokus Tugas Akhir, apa aza yang harus dikerjain lebih dulu.
3. Rehat dari hal-hal berbau internet, contohnya facebook, blog, twitter, dll ( hal yang paling sulit, :P )
4. Dekati senior/teman yang dapat membantu dalam pengerjaan TA, belajar bersama bisa membuat hal yang sulit menjadi mudah teratasi.
5. Jangan lupa buat jadwal bimbingan dengan dosen pembimbing
6. Banyak2 berdoa and baik sama semua orang biar makin banyak juga yang doain, hohohoho..

Bagi kawan-kawan yang sedang mengalami hal serupa mungkin cara di atas dapat efektif dilakukan agar Tugas Akhir dapat terselesaikan dengan baik.

Selamat mencoba :)



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Minggu, 07 Juni 2009

Pra Wedding Di Kuburan





Hahahaha...
Lucu juga kali ya kalu ada yang pra wedding di Kuburan, kaya' temenku yang satu ini. rencananya mau Pra wedding di Kuburan,hihihihi.... ngga takut gitu.... :D

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Futu - Futu






Serunya nonton GT Race di Lippo tapi sayang ngga bisa rame-rame ma temen-temen biz di kasih tiketnya cuma buat 2 orang ci...
Tiketnya itu loh muahal banget,hikz..... :(






















Akhirnya kesampean juga liburan ke Kota Tua, bareng ma ceu hesti, diah, yuli....
Ehm.. Pengalaman seru mulai dari naek becak sendiri buat ngejar jadwal kereta, maklum lah gw kan miss Ngaret,hohoho...




Banyak cerita lucunya lho selama perjalanan ke Kota tua, Pada heboh gitu deh cz pertama kali mereka pada naek kereta,ckkckkk... So far so good lah menjelajahi museum-museum + panas-panasan bareng.....

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Kamis, 07 Mei 2009

Lirik Lagu Barat Favorit

Taylor Swift – Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you



Faith hill-THere u’LL be

When I think back on thesetimes and the dream we left behind

I’ll be glad coz’ I was blessed to get to have you in my life

When I look back on theseday

I look and see your face

You’re right there for me


In my dreams I’ll always see soar above the sky

In my heart there’ll Always be a place for you for all my life

I’ll keep a part of you with me

And everywhere I’am, there u’ll be..2x


You know you showed me how it feels

To feels the sky within’ my reach

And I always will remember all strength you gave to me


Your love made me make it through

Oh.. I all so much to you

You were right there for me


Coz’ I always saw in you my light my strength

And I want to thank you now for all the ways

You’re there for me..2x..

Always…




"Hurt" Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today


I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there


I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this


Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back


I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away


Oh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line to try to turn back time


I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting you



No Air-Jordin Sparks

Tell me how I'm supposed 2 breathe with no air?
[Jordin Sparks:]
If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air Oh…
[Chris Brown:]
I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
If there was a way that I could make you understand
[Hook: Jordin Sparks]
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me?

cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

Reff:
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air [x4]

[Chris Brown:]
I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
WIth no gravity to hold me down forreal
[Jordin Sparks:]
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breathe but I survived
I don't know how but I don't even care
[Hook: Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown]
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me?

cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
*Back to REFF

No more
It's no air, no air

*Back To REFF*
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed 2 breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air


Jordin Sparks – Tattoo

Oh, oh, oh
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like, it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)
[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change Any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do
[Chorus X2]
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you



Lirik Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you wished for
Could be or should be or would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the pain that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus]
Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

[Chorus]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time



RIHANNA LYRICS

"Shut Up And Drive"

* I've been looking for a driver who's qualified

So if you think that you're the one step into my ride

I'm a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine

With a sunroof top and a gangster lean


[Bridge]

So if you feel me let me know, know, know

Come on now what you waiting for, for, for

My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode

So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go

[Chorus]

Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean

Got a ride that smoother than a limosine

Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?

If you can baby boy then we can go all night

Cos I'm 0 to 60 in three point five

Baby you got the keys-


Now shut up and drive (drive, drive, drive)

Shut up and drive (drive, drive, drive)


** I got class like a' 57 cadillac

Got all the drive but a whole lot of boom in the back

You look like you can handle whats under my hood

You keep saying that you will boy I wish you would

Back to[Bridge]

Back to [Chorus]



Cos you play the game, got what I got (Get it Get it)

Don't Stop It's a sure shot

Aint no ferrari huh boy I'm sorry

I ain't even worried

So step inside and ride (ride, ride, ride, ride, ride...)


"That La, La, La" - Rihanna
Here we go
(Oh) LA LA LA LA LA LA Yeah
(Oh) LA LA LA LA LA LA (OhOhOhOh) Sing it
(Oh) LA LA LA LA LA LA Come on
[Verse 1]
You said we girls but all the while, you look at my
man with a funny smile. Now I don't look it might be me,
but ain't no need to bump so tightly.

That night we all hanging at the club. You tell mr. d.j.
wanna rub a dub. When I don't look, you a chance, to ask my
man to come and dance.

[Bridge:]
What me and he have got, is solid as a rock, so take your shot.
Don't even waste your time. Cause a love like ours is hard to find.
(Oh Oh Oh Oh)

[Chorus:]
(OH) Cause He's got me singing that la la la
(OH) our love is strong yes it's keeping me fortified.
(OH) Oh yes he keep it rocking like la la la
(Sing) (Oh Oh Oh Oh) Ladies get it right, better get it right
(OH) He's got me singing that la la la
(OH) So fall back, don't be hit and you can't deny
(OH) Oh yes he keep it rocking like la la la
(Sing) (Oh Oh Oh Oh) Ladies get it right, better get it right
[Verse 2]
I hope you take this as a lesson learned. This ain't that
kind of party so just let it burn. The next time you see me
act like you know. I don't play those games, don't take me for a joke

[Bridge:]
[Chorus:]
Oh-Oh-Oh Oh Oh Yeah Rihanna
Here we go
we got, we got, what him and me, we got, We got

We got it, we got it,we we we got it
(he's the only one I need) 3x
[Chorus:]



Rihanna - “Take a Bow”

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on


Lirik Rihanna - Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

What’s wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now

No more gas in the rig (can't even get it started)
Nothing heard, nothing said (can't even speak about it)
All my life on my head (don't wanna think about it)
Feels like I’m going insane, yeah

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It's too close for comfort (oh)

(chorus)
Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your mind's in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight?
Disturbia
Ain't used to what your like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Faded pictures on the wall (it's like they talkin' to me)
Disconnectin' all your calls (the phone don't even ring)
I gotta get out
Or figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort (ooh ooh)

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster (ooh ooh ooh)

(chorus)
Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your mind's in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight?
Your mind's in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Release me from this curse
I've been trying to remain tame
But I'm struggling
You can't go, go, go
I think I'm going to oh, oh, oh

Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise (if you must falter be wise)
Your mind's in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight?
Your mind's in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum



Lirik Utada Hikaru - Come Back To Me

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don’t want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won’t leave me alone

If you come back to me
I’ll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this, and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn’t that bad, it isn’t that bad
And she’s wiser for it now

I admit I cheated (admit I cheated )
Don’t know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I’m sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can’t you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(One in a million)

La la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la


Lirik Nick Lachey - Patience

Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop.

Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions.

[Chorus:]
'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience.

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend.

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me.

[Chorus]

'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Just have a little patience [x2]

[Chorus]

Have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience



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Rabu, 01 April 2009

Pusiiing bareng Sahabat





ehmm,,pusingg mikirin TA,,mending begaya2 dulu biar g stresss,hahahahaha... :)





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Kamis, 12 Maret 2009

Curahan Hati


Saat gundah menyapa, kebimbangan dan keraguan yang membuatmu terselubung dalam awan hitam dan kabut yang menghalangi pandanganmu di kebenaran. Dapatkah aku masuk dalam kegelapan yang kau rasakan itu dan memberitahukan dirimu tentang sebuah sinar yang dapat membuat merasakan ketenangan dan kenyamanan bila didekat sinar yang amat dibanggakan oleh setiap insan di dunia. Aku ingin memberikanmu kata-kata nan indah yang dapat merekahkan senyummu dan dapat membuat hatimu bagaikan taman bunga yang sedang mekar, selalu bahagia tanpa kebimbangan dan keraguan lagi.

Andai aku bisa melakukannya… Aku akan memang tak dapat memberikan keindahan seperti yang dapat mereka lakukan. Tapi… apakah aku tidak pantas untuk mendapatkan setitik saja keindahan yang kau miliki sejak saat dimana kurasakan beberapa kali kegagalan menghampiriku. Saat ini aku tidak ingin dia kembali bersamaku dan membuat impian dan cita ku punah seperti mentari yang tenggelam di senja hari. Tetapi mentari dapat kembali muncul, sedangkan waktu tidak…


Februari 2009

Bulan yang penuh dengan cobaan hidup. Belum kering air mata gw karena harus kehilangan nenek tercinta di bulan januari, cobaan datang lagi dan itu semua bikin diri gw bener- bener terpuruk, padahal seharusnya bulan Februari itu bulan penuh kasih sayang tapi ngga buat gw. Banyak orang bilang kalau persahabatan adalah hal yang terindah dari kehidupan yang telah kita jalanin tapi itu ngga berlaku buat hidup gw saat ini. Gw harus mengalami rasanya di khianati sahabat sendiri, sakit banget rasanya. Debi, orang yang selama ini gw anggap sahabat, bahkan udah kaya’ saudara sendiri tega nusuk gw dari belakang.

Dimas, cowo yang gw anggap the right guy buat gw dan gw udah yakin sama dia, ternyata sama kaya’ cowo brengsek lainnya. Dua-duanya sama aja,sama-sama brengsek. Arghh.....harusnya gw percaya sama nasehat orang-orang yang bilang kalau debi tuh cewe ngga bener dan cuma manfaatin gw doangz. Gw ngga nyangka dia bisa sejahat itu sama gw padahal gw tulus ikhlas jadi sahabat yang baik buat dia tapi apa yang gw dapet cuma pengkhianatan dan sakit hati. Males banget berantem cuma karena masalah cowo tapi ini udah jadi masalah keluarga juga dan gw ngga bisa diem aja ada orang yang ngejelek-jelekin keluarga gw.

Gw Cuma bisa bilang thanks banget buat rasa sakit yang udah kalian kasih ke gw karena itu semua jadi pelajaran dalam hidup gw dan buat gw lebih dewasa lagi dalam jalanin hidup. Sekarang gw mau tutup buku dan mulai hidup baru lagi jadi gw harap ngga ada lagi orang rese yang sok bermuka malaikat minta maaf terus ke gw karena gw udah ngga permasalahin semuanya itu, yah...anggap aja kita ngga pernah kenal dan gw juga ngga mau kenal sama orang yang ngga tau balas budi...


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